Wednesday, 2 May 2012

A cry for help is a

cry for matter which forms it comes in.  And certainly is not our place to judge how or why a person seeks help in the way in which they choose.  This morning I woke up to find a friend had attempted/thought/planned suicide on Facebook.  I am grateful that this attempt was taken away from them by a loved one.  Now honestly the first thought was oh attention, but then as I continued to read I heard the desperation and the pain that was being felt and a flood of emotions came rushing back.  I knew the words that were being said I had thought them many times, and I could feel the pain that was being felt. I chose a very different form of crying for help...and very private.  None the less the cry for help was still a very real cry for help.  Please don't judge someone based on their cry for help, getting attention is asking for help, hurting oneself through cutting, drinking, drugs, eating disorders, or anything else is that person's way of saying I am hurting and I don't know what to do with the pain...if you know anything please help and even if I am not ready to listen I know I have you in my corner.   

I went back to bed and curled up with LB and the dogs and cried my eyes out for myself. Grateful I got help and fought like hell to get out of the depressive hole that I was in...because there where those who saw my cry for help was a cry for help and showed kindness and love without judgement.

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